Bad Habit by The Dresden Dolls
biting keeps your words at bay
tending to the sores that stay
happiness is just a gash away
when i open a familiar scar
pain goes shooting like a star
comfort hasn't failed to follow so far...
and you might say it's self-indulgent
you might say its self-destructive
but, you see, it's more productive
than if i were to be healthy
& pens and penknives take the blame
crane my neck & scratch my name
but the ugly marks
are worth the momentary gain...
when i jab a sharpened object in
choirs of angels seem to sing
hymns of hate in memorandum
and you might say it's self-indulgent
and you might say it's self-destructive
but, you see, it's more productive
than if i were to be happy
and sappy songs about sex and cheating
bland accounts of two lovers meeting
make me want to give mankind a beating
and you might say it's self-destructive
but, you see, i'd kick the bucket
sixty times before i'd kick the habit
and as the skin rips off i cherish the revolting thought
that even if i quit
there's not a chance in hell i'd stop
and anyone can see the signs
mittens in the summertime
thank you for your pity, you are too kind
and you might say its self-inflicted
but you see that's contradictive
why on earth would anyone practice self destruction?
and pain opinions are sitcom feeding
they dont know that their minds are teething
makes me want to give mankind a beating
i'm tried bandages and sinking
i've tried gloves and even thinking
i've tried vaseline
i've tried everything
and no-one cares if your back is bleeding
they're concerned with their hair receding
looking back it was all maltreating
every thought that occurred misleading
makes me want to give myself a beating....
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Monday, January 23, 2006
There is a movie you must see, "A little princess" it's a beautiful film, very well done. It's breath-taking The colors, the acting and well... EVERYTHING! I love it. It's about this little girl that only has her father, he is sent to war so she is sent to a boarding all girls school, when the headmistress finds out that the girls father has died she takes her as a servant. pennyless. She is a girl of imagination, she tells stories of love, beauty and princesses. It is a story about how imagination and hope can blossom wherever there is a mind, in the darkest of hours just imagen you are somewhere else, imagen the magic that lives inside you, the power you have to make a difference and inspire others to love and create. And friendship is blind, it is heart. This movie is without a doubt in one of the top five films that I have ever seen. I feel so moved when watching this film, it is as awe inspiring as the great myiazaki has only effected me. Beuty of it, childlike hope for good things.
Please watch it.
~Spookyo_O feeling like a child again.
Please watch it.
~Spookyo_O feeling like a child again.
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Ég elska hann, meira en allt annað í heiminum, ég og hann erum gott hann gerir mig að betri manneskju og ég vill vera með honum þar til ég dey. Ég elska hann. Hann er minn og ég er meira en hans, ég er hann, ég er bara annar útlimur á honum, ég anda og lifi fyrir hann af því að hann er eitthvað sem fyllir lífið ljósi. Ég mun giftast honum af hjarta, huga, sál og líkama. Þegar ég hugsa um það að hann einn mun njóta mín eins og hann vill það sem eftir er af ævi minni þá langar mig að gráta af gleði og dansa og syngja. Hann lætur hjartað mitt slá og lungun mín sjúga lífið úr loftinu, hann hreyfir útlimi mína og kemur hljóðinu út úr hálsinum mínum. Hann lætur mig fljúga út úr líkama mínum og snerta himininn og sleikja sólina og mánann. Það er ekkert ef hann er ekki. Ég elska lífið vegna þess að ég elska hann. Það eru ekki til orð til að lýsa því sem brýst um innan í mér. Ég vill skapa fallega hluti og hugmyndir fyrir hann og ég vill bara bráðna og verða hluti af honum. Ég elska Kristján Hans og ekkert í heiminum mun fylla hjartað mitt eins og hann. Ég er vegna hans.
~Spookyo_O betrothed.
~Spookyo_O betrothed.
Thursday, January 19, 2006
Got this from my friends Elín's website, I answered hers now it payback time!
1. Hver ert þú? (who are you?)
2. Erum við vinir? (are we friends?)
3. Hvenær hittumst við fyrst og hvernig? (when did we meet and how?)
4. Ertu hrifinn af mér? (Do you like me? (in that way?))
5. Langar þig að kyssa mig? (do you want to kiss me)
6. Láttu mig hafa gælunafn og útskýrðu afhverju þú valdir það. (give me a nickname and tell me why you chose it)
7. Lýstu mér í einu orði.(describe me in one word)
8. Hvernig leist þér á mig þegar þú sást mig fyrst? (how did you like me when we first met?)
9. Lýst þér ennþá þannig á mig? (do you still like me in that way?)
10. Hvað minnir þig á mig? (what reminds you of me?)
11. Ef þú gætir gefið mér eitthvað hvað myndi það vera? (if you could give me something what would it be)
12. Hversu vel þekkiru mig? (how well do you know me?)
13. Hvenær sástu mig síðast? (when did you last see me?)
14. Hefur þig einhvern tíman langað til að segja mér eitthvað en ekki getað það? (have you ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't (and what is it?))
15. Ætlaru að setja þetta á bloggið þitt svo ég geti skrifað um þig? (are you going to put this on your blogg so I can write about you?)
1. Hver ert þú? (who are you?)
2. Erum við vinir? (are we friends?)
3. Hvenær hittumst við fyrst og hvernig? (when did we meet and how?)
4. Ertu hrifinn af mér? (Do you like me? (in that way?))
5. Langar þig að kyssa mig? (do you want to kiss me)
6. Láttu mig hafa gælunafn og útskýrðu afhverju þú valdir það. (give me a nickname and tell me why you chose it)
7. Lýstu mér í einu orði.(describe me in one word)
8. Hvernig leist þér á mig þegar þú sást mig fyrst? (how did you like me when we first met?)
9. Lýst þér ennþá þannig á mig? (do you still like me in that way?)
10. Hvað minnir þig á mig? (what reminds you of me?)
11. Ef þú gætir gefið mér eitthvað hvað myndi það vera? (if you could give me something what would it be)
12. Hversu vel þekkiru mig? (how well do you know me?)
13. Hvenær sástu mig síðast? (when did you last see me?)
14. Hefur þig einhvern tíman langað til að segja mér eitthvað en ekki getað það? (have you ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't (and what is it?))
15. Ætlaru að setja þetta á bloggið þitt svo ég geti skrifað um þig? (are you going to put this on your blogg so I can write about you?)
Monday, January 16, 2006
Sheesh... ég get ekki sofnað, ég get ekki lengur sofið án hans.
ég var að horfa á the lion king, ég var að muna að fyrsta ástin mín var grown-up simba. Mér fanst hann alltaf eitthvað svo... wrarrh!
Í gær gerðist... í fyrradag gerðist alveg hreint merkilegur hlutur. Ég var liggjandi uppí rúmi að spjalla (ekki merkilegur hlutur but bare with me) og ég heyri brothljóð, ég hugsa með mér "þetta er bara flaska eða eitthvað, einhver er að labba heim af djamminu" en brothljóðið hélt áfram, ég hugsaði þá með mér "þetta getur ekki verið flaska, engin flaska er svona stór" þannig að ég stend upp og lýt út um gluggan og nei sko bingo það er bara einhver að brjóta gluggan á apótekinu hérna á móti mér og hleypur inn... Hvað gerði hetjan okkar þá?! Nú hann hringdi auðvitað í 112. Þetta fanst mér alveg hreint magnað en þegar maður hringir í 112 og segir að það er verið að brjótast inn í apótekið á móti manni þá segir síma-persónan á hinni línunni "já augnablik ég ætla að gefa þér samband við lögregluna"... fáránlegt... á þeim tíma sem það tók að gefa mér samband og fyrir mig að segja hvað væri að gerast og nefna vitlausa götu og svo leiðrétta mig þá gæti þjófurinn hlaupist á brott... sem hann og gerði. Hann smýgur út um gluggann og labbar í rólegheitum í myrkrið og sprettur síðan af stað í gegnum heilsuverndartúnið og út úr augsýn og svona hálfri mínutu eftir að hann hefur horfið í nóttina ákveður löggan að láta sjá sig. Gaurinn var enginn aumingi sko, eflaust kominn niðrí fjöru og hálfa leið til heimaeyjar áður en Löggan lagði í áttina til hans... fáránlegt. en jámm þetta var magnaða helgarreynslan mín.
Síðan mætti ég til vinnu daginn eftir, ég get sagt ykkur það að það er ekkert slor að vera uppvaskari hjá kaffi tár... shit hvað það var mikið að gera, 4 tímar líða eins og 2 og hálfur. Og þetta var sunnudagur!!! :|
Ég fékk hugmynd fyrir ungliðahópinn um daginn, nokkrar jafnvel... Listasamkeppni til að safna pening og koma fólki á framfæri, pennavinir, velkomnunarnefd fyrir nýliða og þvílíkt. Því var vel tekið og fjör að koma þessu í gang :)
á morgun þá... í dag þá fer ég með Birnu í skólan hjá einum ungliðanna sem er ekki nema 12 ára, hann er kominn út og lendir í sjúku einelti vegna þess. Hann er búinn að kvarta við kennarann sinn en það er ekki gert NEITT í þessu! Mamma hans hefur ítrekað kvartað í skólastjóran en ekkert gerist! Þetta er alveg hrein KLIKKUN hvað er að þessu fólki að leyfa svona hlutum bara að gerast án neinna aðgerða? En jámm, við erum að fara að spjalla smá við skólastýrurnar (kall og kona) og reyna að fræða þau eilítið og reyna að fá þau til að fræða krakkana og kenna þeim smá mannlega samúð og gæsku. And if that don' work we gunnah torch da place. nei djók... við kveikjum ekki í neinu... allavega hefur ekkert verið sannað á dómstóli.
J´ja... kanski að maður ætti að gera aðra atlögu að svefni? ekki?? er...
~Spookyo_O... on the band wagon to sand land
ég var að horfa á the lion king, ég var að muna að fyrsta ástin mín var grown-up simba. Mér fanst hann alltaf eitthvað svo... wrarrh!
Í gær gerðist... í fyrradag gerðist alveg hreint merkilegur hlutur. Ég var liggjandi uppí rúmi að spjalla (ekki merkilegur hlutur but bare with me) og ég heyri brothljóð, ég hugsa með mér "þetta er bara flaska eða eitthvað, einhver er að labba heim af djamminu" en brothljóðið hélt áfram, ég hugsaði þá með mér "þetta getur ekki verið flaska, engin flaska er svona stór" þannig að ég stend upp og lýt út um gluggan og nei sko bingo það er bara einhver að brjóta gluggan á apótekinu hérna á móti mér og hleypur inn... Hvað gerði hetjan okkar þá?! Nú hann hringdi auðvitað í 112. Þetta fanst mér alveg hreint magnað en þegar maður hringir í 112 og segir að það er verið að brjótast inn í apótekið á móti manni þá segir síma-persónan á hinni línunni "já augnablik ég ætla að gefa þér samband við lögregluna"... fáránlegt... á þeim tíma sem það tók að gefa mér samband og fyrir mig að segja hvað væri að gerast og nefna vitlausa götu og svo leiðrétta mig þá gæti þjófurinn hlaupist á brott... sem hann og gerði. Hann smýgur út um gluggann og labbar í rólegheitum í myrkrið og sprettur síðan af stað í gegnum heilsuverndartúnið og út úr augsýn og svona hálfri mínutu eftir að hann hefur horfið í nóttina ákveður löggan að láta sjá sig. Gaurinn var enginn aumingi sko, eflaust kominn niðrí fjöru og hálfa leið til heimaeyjar áður en Löggan lagði í áttina til hans... fáránlegt. en jámm þetta var magnaða helgarreynslan mín.
Síðan mætti ég til vinnu daginn eftir, ég get sagt ykkur það að það er ekkert slor að vera uppvaskari hjá kaffi tár... shit hvað það var mikið að gera, 4 tímar líða eins og 2 og hálfur. Og þetta var sunnudagur!!! :|
Ég fékk hugmynd fyrir ungliðahópinn um daginn, nokkrar jafnvel... Listasamkeppni til að safna pening og koma fólki á framfæri, pennavinir, velkomnunarnefd fyrir nýliða og þvílíkt. Því var vel tekið og fjör að koma þessu í gang :)
á morgun þá... í dag þá fer ég með Birnu í skólan hjá einum ungliðanna sem er ekki nema 12 ára, hann er kominn út og lendir í sjúku einelti vegna þess. Hann er búinn að kvarta við kennarann sinn en það er ekki gert NEITT í þessu! Mamma hans hefur ítrekað kvartað í skólastjóran en ekkert gerist! Þetta er alveg hrein KLIKKUN hvað er að þessu fólki að leyfa svona hlutum bara að gerast án neinna aðgerða? En jámm, við erum að fara að spjalla smá við skólastýrurnar (kall og kona) og reyna að fræða þau eilítið og reyna að fá þau til að fræða krakkana og kenna þeim smá mannlega samúð og gæsku. And if that don' work we gunnah torch da place. nei djók... við kveikjum ekki í neinu... allavega hefur ekkert verið sannað á dómstóli.
J´ja... kanski að maður ætti að gera aðra atlögu að svefni? ekki?? er...
~Spookyo_O... on the band wagon to sand land
Friday, January 13, 2006
Well hullo my fellow earthlikins, I may happily inform you that I am now a proud meber of the Kaffi Tár staff, I will start working this sunday at Kringlan as a dishwasher-person (political correctness no?). And wow the day is so beautiful... allthough I am sure that a few motorists are more than willing to dissagree with me BUT this 5-10 cm layer of snow gives everything such a nice, calm and clean air of things, the sun is shining and everything is so sparkly clean and crisp :D
On a sadder note, I dont know if I can continue in the MH drama society presentation. Since practices usually start around 3 or 4 but the shifts I have so far at Kaffi Tár end at 6 :S so I wouldn't be able to show up at the practices until 20 to 7 because I will usually be stationed at the Þjóðminjasafn (national history museum).I'll just have to have a word with the director about wether that would be acceptable... since it is more important for me to have money for my trip and school in London I would have to quit the society if things don't work out.
anyway... HAPPY DAY THOUGH! :D:D:D
~Spookyo_O "may I offer you some Soy Chai?"
On a sadder note, I dont know if I can continue in the MH drama society presentation. Since practices usually start around 3 or 4 but the shifts I have so far at Kaffi Tár end at 6 :S so I wouldn't be able to show up at the practices until 20 to 7 because I will usually be stationed at the Þjóðminjasafn (national history museum).I'll just have to have a word with the director about wether that would be acceptable... since it is more important for me to have money for my trip and school in London I would have to quit the society if things don't work out.
anyway... HAPPY DAY THOUGH! :D:D:D
~Spookyo_O "may I offer you some Soy Chai?"
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Hehe, I stole this joke from my friends Matti livejournal I just had to! ITS SO FUNNY!:
Jón and Árni are two very close friends. One day they decide to go to school together and they choose FB (my school). So they go there and talk to a man called Stefán. Jón is the first to go into Stefán's office. Stefán tells Jón that he should take Math, Icelandic and Logic.
Jón: What is logic?
Stefán: Well, I'll give you an example. Do you own a lawnmower?
Jón: Well, yes I do.
Stefán: Then, with the help of logic I am going to assume that you own a lawn?
Jón: Yeah, I do!
Stefán: Then you must own a house?
Jón: Wow! Yeah!
Stefán: And since you own a house you probably have a wife.
Jón: Yeah! Amazing! María!
Stefán: Then since you have a wife logic tells me you're heterosexual.
Jón: Yes! Wow, you are amazing! I can't wait to study logic!
Jón leaves Stefán's office and meets Árni in the hall. He tells Árni that he'll be taking Math, Icelandic and Logic.
Árni: What's logic?
Jón: Well, I'll give you an example. Do you own a lawnmower?
Árni: No.
Jón: You're gay aren't you?
BWAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
~Spookyo_O recovering from stomach cramps
Jón and Árni are two very close friends. One day they decide to go to school together and they choose FB (my school). So they go there and talk to a man called Stefán. Jón is the first to go into Stefán's office. Stefán tells Jón that he should take Math, Icelandic and Logic.
Jón: What is logic?
Stefán: Well, I'll give you an example. Do you own a lawnmower?
Jón: Well, yes I do.
Stefán: Then, with the help of logic I am going to assume that you own a lawn?
Jón: Yeah, I do!
Stefán: Then you must own a house?
Jón: Wow! Yeah!
Stefán: And since you own a house you probably have a wife.
Jón: Yeah! Amazing! María!
Stefán: Then since you have a wife logic tells me you're heterosexual.
Jón: Yes! Wow, you are amazing! I can't wait to study logic!
Jón leaves Stefán's office and meets Árni in the hall. He tells Árni that he'll be taking Math, Icelandic and Logic.
Árni: What's logic?
Jón: Well, I'll give you an example. Do you own a lawnmower?
Árni: No.
Jón: You're gay aren't you?
BWAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
~Spookyo_O recovering from stomach cramps
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Its that time of the year... when the year dies in an explosive colorful drunken night :) I want to wish all my loved ones, friends and family a happy new year and I hope it will be the greatest yet. And keep in mind that the new year gives all of us a chance to begin anew with a clean slate and build greater things in our lives. good luck and Love with all your heart, mind and body! :D
~Spookyo_O with stars in his eyes.
~Spookyo_O with stars in his eyes.
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Well YAY exams are over and how they are over so! I have made an active decision regarding my own future and what I want to do with my life :) I am going to quit MH (my school) and I am going to work for the next yer or so and then I am going to Rose Buford collage of theatre arts more specifically I am going to attend the european theatre arts department of that school :D je suis excited much =) (just look at all the smileys ;))
I have a boyfriend aswell :D Kristján, I posted sometime ago something dedicated to him and thanking him for everything he has done for me... He's so good to me and makes me feel so good about myself, he is mine and I am his :) *GLEE*
(8)BRIGHT AND HAAAAPPY!!!(8) hehehe
peace out duderinos
~Spookyo_O
I have a boyfriend aswell :D Kristján, I posted sometime ago something dedicated to him and thanking him for everything he has done for me... He's so good to me and makes me feel so good about myself, he is mine and I am his :) *GLEE*
(8)BRIGHT AND HAAAAPPY!!!(8) hehehe
peace out duderinos
~Spookyo_O
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
If sum>70. You = Movie Whore!!!
1(x)Pirates of the Caribbean
2(x)The Mexican
3(x)Fight Club
4(x)Starsky and Hutch
5(x)Neverending Story
6(x)Blazing Saddles
7(x)Garden State
8(x)The Princess Bride
9( )Young Frankenstein
10(x)AnchorMan
11(x)Napoleon Dynamite
12(x)Saw
13( )White Noise
14( )White Oleander
15(x)Anger Management
= 12
1( )50 First Dates
2(x)Jason X
3(x)Scream
4(x)Scream 2
5(x)Scream 3
6(x)Scary Movie
7(x)Scary Movie 2
8(x)Scary Movie 3
9(x)American Pie
10(x)American Pie 2
11(x)American Wedding
12(x)Harry Potter
13(x)Harry Potter 2
14(x)Harry Potter 3
15(x) Harry Potter 4
16(x)Resident Evil
17(x)Resident Evil 2
18(x)The Wedding Singer
19( )Little Black Book
= 17
1(x)The Village
2(x)Donnie Darko
3(x)Lilo & Stitch
4(x)Finding Nemo
5(x)Finding Neverland
6(x)13 Ghosts
7(x)Signs
8(x)The Grinch
9( )Texas Chainsaw Massacre
10( )White Chicks
11(x)Butterfly Effect
12( )Suddenly 30
13(x)I, Robot
14(x)Dodgeball
15( )Universal Soldier
16(x)A Series Of Unfortunate Events
17( )Along Came A Spider
18( )Deep Impact
= 12
1(x)KingPin
2(x)Never Been Kissed
3(x)Meet The Parents
4( )Meet the Fockers
5( )Eight Crazy Nights
6( )A Cinderella Story
7( )The Terminal
8( )The Lizzie McGuire Movie
9( )Passport to Paris
10(x)Dumb & Dumber
11(x)Dumb & Dumberer
12(x)Final Destination
13( )Final Destination 2
14(x)Halloween
15(x)The Ring
16( )The Ring 2
17( )Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
18(x)Practical Magic
19(x)Chicago
20(x)Ghost Ship
21(x)From Hell
22(x)Hellboy
23( )Secret Window
24( )I Am Sam
25(x)The Whole Nine Yards
26( )The Whole Ten Yards
27( )The Day After Tomorrow
28(x)Child's Play
29(x)Bride of Chucky
30(x)Ten Things I Hate About You
31(x)Just Married
32( )Gothika
33(x)Nightmare on Elm Street
34( )Sixteen Candles
35(x)Bad Boys
36( )Bad Boys 2
37( )Joy Ride
38(x)Seven
39( )Ocean's Eleven
40( )Ocean's Twelve
41(x)Identity
= 22
1( )Lone Star
2(x)Predator I
3( )Predator II
4(x)Independence day
5( )Cujo
6( )A Bronx Tale
7( )Darkness Falls
8( )Christine
9(x)ET
10(x)Children of the Corn
11( )My Boss' Daughter
12(x)Maid in Manhattan
13( )Frailty
14(x)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
15(x)She's All That
16( )Calendar Girls
17( )Sideways
18(x)Mars Attacks
= 8
1(x)Event Horizon
2( )Ever After
3(x)Forrest Gump
4(x)The Others
5(x)Freaky Friday
6( )Reign of Fire
7(x)The Hot Chick
8(x)Swimfan
9( )Miracle
10( )Old School
11( )Ray
12( )The Notebook
13(x)K-Pax
= 7
1(x)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
2(x)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
3(x)Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
4( )A Walk to Remember
5(x)Boogeyman
6( )Hitch
7(x)The Fifth Element
8(x)Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
9(x)Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
10(x)Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
11(x)Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
12(x)Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
13(x)Star Wars episode VI Return of the Jedi
14( )Troop Beverly Hills
15( )Swimming with Sharks
16( )Air Force One
17(x)For Richer or Poorer
18(x)People Under the Stairs
19( )Blue Velvet
20( )Sound of Music
21( )Parent Trap
22( )The Burbs
23(x)The Terminator
24(x)Empire Records
25(x)Meet Joe Black
26(x)Clockwork Orange
27( )The Order
28(x)Spiderman
29(x)Spiderman 2
30(x)Amelie
31( )Scotland, PA
32( )The Graduate
= 20
1( )Mean Girls
2(x)Shrek
3(x)Shrek 2
4(x)The Incredibles
5(x)Collateral
6(x)The Fast & The Furious
7( )2 Fast 2 Furious
8(x)Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow
9( )Closer
= 6
1(x)Titanic
2(x)Saved
3(x)Bowling For Columbine
4( )Farenheit 9/11
5(x)The Sixth Sense
6(x)Artificial intelligence
7(x)Love, Actually
8( )Shutter
9(x)Ella Enchanted
10(x)Princess Diaries 1
11( )Princess Diaries 2
12(x)Constantine
13( )Million Dollar Baby
14( )Envy
15(x)Eurotrip
16( )Malibu's Most Wanted
17(x)Big Daddy
18( )Black sheep
19(x)The Breakfast Club
20( )West side story
= 12
1( )A Christmas Story
2( )Spanglish
3(x)Pulp Fiction
4( )Sleepover
5(x)The Evil Dead
6(x)Killer Klowns From Outer Space
7(x)The Seed of chucky
8( )Vanilla Sky
9(x)Nightmare Before Christmas
10(x)Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
11(x)Interview With The Vampire
12(x)The Crow
13( )Purple Rain
14(x)Wayne's World
= 9
1(x)Wayne's World 2
2(x)21 Grams
3(x)Blow
4(x)Edward Scissorhands
5(x)Clerks
6(x)Beauty and the Beast
7(x)Guess Who
8( )Monster in-Law
9(x)Elf
10(x)Stuart Little
11(x)Stuart Little 2
12(x)Chasing Amy
13(x)Dogma
14(x)Jay & Silent Bob Strike Back
= 13
1(x)Beetlejuice
2( )Last Samurai
3(x)The Amityville Horror
4( )The Aviator
5(x)Romeo and Juliet
6( )Barbershop
7( )Barbershop 2
8( )Beauty Shop
9(x)Legally Blonde
10(x)Legally Blonde 2
11(x)The Forgotten
12(x)Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
13(x)The Grudge
= 8
sum= 146
je suis MOVIE SLUUUUUUT! (aka. whore)
1(x)Pirates of the Caribbean
2(x)The Mexican
3(x)Fight Club
4(x)Starsky and Hutch
5(x)Neverending Story
6(x)Blazing Saddles
7(x)Garden State
8(x)The Princess Bride
9( )Young Frankenstein
10(x)AnchorMan
11(x)Napoleon Dynamite
12(x)Saw
13( )White Noise
14( )White Oleander
15(x)Anger Management
= 12
1( )50 First Dates
2(x)Jason X
3(x)Scream
4(x)Scream 2
5(x)Scream 3
6(x)Scary Movie
7(x)Scary Movie 2
8(x)Scary Movie 3
9(x)American Pie
10(x)American Pie 2
11(x)American Wedding
12(x)Harry Potter
13(x)Harry Potter 2
14(x)Harry Potter 3
15(x) Harry Potter 4
16(x)Resident Evil
17(x)Resident Evil 2
18(x)The Wedding Singer
19( )Little Black Book
= 17
1(x)The Village
2(x)Donnie Darko
3(x)Lilo & Stitch
4(x)Finding Nemo
5(x)Finding Neverland
6(x)13 Ghosts
7(x)Signs
8(x)The Grinch
9( )Texas Chainsaw Massacre
10( )White Chicks
11(x)Butterfly Effect
12( )Suddenly 30
13(x)I, Robot
14(x)Dodgeball
15( )Universal Soldier
16(x)A Series Of Unfortunate Events
17( )Along Came A Spider
18( )Deep Impact
= 12
1(x)KingPin
2(x)Never Been Kissed
3(x)Meet The Parents
4( )Meet the Fockers
5( )Eight Crazy Nights
6( )A Cinderella Story
7( )The Terminal
8( )The Lizzie McGuire Movie
9( )Passport to Paris
10(x)Dumb & Dumber
11(x)Dumb & Dumberer
12(x)Final Destination
13( )Final Destination 2
14(x)Halloween
15(x)The Ring
16( )The Ring 2
17( )Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
18(x)Practical Magic
19(x)Chicago
20(x)Ghost Ship
21(x)From Hell
22(x)Hellboy
23( )Secret Window
24( )I Am Sam
25(x)The Whole Nine Yards
26( )The Whole Ten Yards
27( )The Day After Tomorrow
28(x)Child's Play
29(x)Bride of Chucky
30(x)Ten Things I Hate About You
31(x)Just Married
32( )Gothika
33(x)Nightmare on Elm Street
34( )Sixteen Candles
35(x)Bad Boys
36( )Bad Boys 2
37( )Joy Ride
38(x)Seven
39( )Ocean's Eleven
40( )Ocean's Twelve
41(x)Identity
= 22
1( )Lone Star
2(x)Predator I
3( )Predator II
4(x)Independence day
5( )Cujo
6( )A Bronx Tale
7( )Darkness Falls
8( )Christine
9(x)ET
10(x)Children of the Corn
11( )My Boss' Daughter
12(x)Maid in Manhattan
13( )Frailty
14(x)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
15(x)She's All That
16( )Calendar Girls
17( )Sideways
18(x)Mars Attacks
= 8
1(x)Event Horizon
2( )Ever After
3(x)Forrest Gump
4(x)The Others
5(x)Freaky Friday
6( )Reign of Fire
7(x)The Hot Chick
8(x)Swimfan
9( )Miracle
10( )Old School
11( )Ray
12( )The Notebook
13(x)K-Pax
= 7
1(x)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
2(x)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
3(x)Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
4( )A Walk to Remember
5(x)Boogeyman
6( )Hitch
7(x)The Fifth Element
8(x)Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
9(x)Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
10(x)Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
11(x)Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
12(x)Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
13(x)Star Wars episode VI Return of the Jedi
14( )Troop Beverly Hills
15( )Swimming with Sharks
16( )Air Force One
17(x)For Richer or Poorer
18(x)People Under the Stairs
19( )Blue Velvet
20( )Sound of Music
21( )Parent Trap
22( )The Burbs
23(x)The Terminator
24(x)Empire Records
25(x)Meet Joe Black
26(x)Clockwork Orange
27( )The Order
28(x)Spiderman
29(x)Spiderman 2
30(x)Amelie
31( )Scotland, PA
32( )The Graduate
= 20
1( )Mean Girls
2(x)Shrek
3(x)Shrek 2
4(x)The Incredibles
5(x)Collateral
6(x)The Fast & The Furious
7( )2 Fast 2 Furious
8(x)Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow
9( )Closer
= 6
1(x)Titanic
2(x)Saved
3(x)Bowling For Columbine
4( )Farenheit 9/11
5(x)The Sixth Sense
6(x)Artificial intelligence
7(x)Love, Actually
8( )Shutter
9(x)Ella Enchanted
10(x)Princess Diaries 1
11( )Princess Diaries 2
12(x)Constantine
13( )Million Dollar Baby
14( )Envy
15(x)Eurotrip
16( )Malibu's Most Wanted
17(x)Big Daddy
18( )Black sheep
19(x)The Breakfast Club
20( )West side story
= 12
1( )A Christmas Story
2( )Spanglish
3(x)Pulp Fiction
4( )Sleepover
5(x)The Evil Dead
6(x)Killer Klowns From Outer Space
7(x)The Seed of chucky
8( )Vanilla Sky
9(x)Nightmare Before Christmas
10(x)Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
11(x)Interview With The Vampire
12(x)The Crow
13( )Purple Rain
14(x)Wayne's World
= 9
1(x)Wayne's World 2
2(x)21 Grams
3(x)Blow
4(x)Edward Scissorhands
5(x)Clerks
6(x)Beauty and the Beast
7(x)Guess Who
8( )Monster in-Law
9(x)Elf
10(x)Stuart Little
11(x)Stuart Little 2
12(x)Chasing Amy
13(x)Dogma
14(x)Jay & Silent Bob Strike Back
= 13
1(x)Beetlejuice
2( )Last Samurai
3(x)The Amityville Horror
4( )The Aviator
5(x)Romeo and Juliet
6( )Barbershop
7( )Barbershop 2
8( )Beauty Shop
9(x)Legally Blonde
10(x)Legally Blonde 2
11(x)The Forgotten
12(x)Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
13(x)The Grudge
= 8
sum= 146
je suis MOVIE SLUUUUUUT! (aka. whore)
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Friday, November 18, 2005
Well I ma here in London... We started off last wednesday to Keflavik airport at two o'clock. The flight itself went rather well and we landed at at approximately seven o'clock. We got our luggage and got through Stansted surrisingly fast considering that there were 16 of us... fast if it had just been 2 of us. NOW this is where the problem started, waiting for train tickets was a LOOOOONG wait, but hey, we aren't drama students for nothing so we just made our own fun... or rather Sigga Eir made our fun :) here is Sigga's and Katrin's song (it's a rap, the capital letters are sung by both Sigga and Katrin):
I wish I was a little bit TALLER
I wish I was a BALLER
I wish I had a girl
if I had I would CALL 'ER.
katina og fjor.
It goes without saying to experienced travelers that its a huge pain in the rumpus to travel in trains with you luggage A PAIN IN THE RUMPUS! Especially when you have to wait for the good part of an hour or more waiting while they buy these week passes for the trains... and buy for the wrong zones and have to go again to buy the right ones... I want to think the god of Red Bull, I am a firm believer that s/he saved my life and sanity.
Well after a long train ride and a few chuckles and twitches of the eye we FINALLY arrived at our Hostel at about twelve o'clock I believe. The Millenium Lodge is one of the dirtiest and most shadiest places I have ever been, yes even more shady then De Boomkikker. Every person here looks like they would hurt you for the gold in your pocket. With our doubts we collected our key's and headed to our rooms (in the stairs to our room there was a huge painting of Bjork). We decided to go downstairs and have a beer to celebrae our arrival. In the end we were all singing and dancing and had our oppinions toppled over and hid under the ugly rug... this is one of the most fantastic places we could have stumbled upon.
The morning after we woke up at eight o'clock and started off to the complimentary breakfast buffet, I kinda wish we hadn't. The cornflakes had a selection of heated milk...and living room heated milk, the juice was bitter, the toast was awful... so we kindof left in a hurry and just headed downtown... not much to tell there becuase I wpent the whole day following the Sigga's through their shopping, I managed to get tnbc dvd and a book. *sigh* this was from about 9:30-16:00.
Later that evening we put on our spiffy clothes and headed out to the train station.. going to see old dick (Richard) II at old wick, there were slight difficulties finding the place but no biggie. The acting was fabulous, the costumes were great... beside that this was the single most boring experiences of my entire life! It's all "bla bla bla bla bla" with Shakespear.. plus my seat creaked, was uncomfortable and the frikkin spring poked from out of the cushion. I think of all my orgas my back hated this show the most, it atleast protested the most.
After the show we though we might be meeting the actors to chat and drink with them... This dod not happen... we went to the theatre's lounge and bar and drank and there were the actors, sitting and drinking, but not with us, more all around us... and no mr. Spacey.
We went back to the hostel because we knew that there was a KARAOKE night there. And the nightcap was for me, Antoin crashing the party... my self esteem going to the shits, and going to sleep, to be waken up several times by my drunker friends and their antics.
Now is he next morning and we are heading for some school of dramatic arts, and I am personally heading for HP4 with my friend and to hang with him for the remainder of the day and going to popstarz tonight to dance.
CHEERIO! (CHERIOOOOOOS <-Elin)
I wish I was a little bit TALLER
I wish I was a BALLER
I wish I had a girl
if I had I would CALL 'ER.
katina og fjor.
It goes without saying to experienced travelers that its a huge pain in the rumpus to travel in trains with you luggage A PAIN IN THE RUMPUS! Especially when you have to wait for the good part of an hour or more waiting while they buy these week passes for the trains... and buy for the wrong zones and have to go again to buy the right ones... I want to think the god of Red Bull, I am a firm believer that s/he saved my life and sanity.
Well after a long train ride and a few chuckles and twitches of the eye we FINALLY arrived at our Hostel at about twelve o'clock I believe. The Millenium Lodge is one of the dirtiest and most shadiest places I have ever been, yes even more shady then De Boomkikker. Every person here looks like they would hurt you for the gold in your pocket. With our doubts we collected our key's and headed to our rooms (in the stairs to our room there was a huge painting of Bjork). We decided to go downstairs and have a beer to celebrae our arrival. In the end we were all singing and dancing and had our oppinions toppled over and hid under the ugly rug... this is one of the most fantastic places we could have stumbled upon.
The morning after we woke up at eight o'clock and started off to the complimentary breakfast buffet, I kinda wish we hadn't. The cornflakes had a selection of heated milk...and living room heated milk, the juice was bitter, the toast was awful... so we kindof left in a hurry and just headed downtown... not much to tell there becuase I wpent the whole day following the Sigga's through their shopping, I managed to get tnbc dvd and a book. *sigh* this was from about 9:30-16:00.
Later that evening we put on our spiffy clothes and headed out to the train station.. going to see old dick (Richard) II at old wick, there were slight difficulties finding the place but no biggie. The acting was fabulous, the costumes were great... beside that this was the single most boring experiences of my entire life! It's all "bla bla bla bla bla" with Shakespear.. plus my seat creaked, was uncomfortable and the frikkin spring poked from out of the cushion. I think of all my orgas my back hated this show the most, it atleast protested the most.
After the show we though we might be meeting the actors to chat and drink with them... This dod not happen... we went to the theatre's lounge and bar and drank and there were the actors, sitting and drinking, but not with us, more all around us... and no mr. Spacey.
We went back to the hostel because we knew that there was a KARAOKE night there. And the nightcap was for me, Antoin crashing the party... my self esteem going to the shits, and going to sleep, to be waken up several times by my drunker friends and their antics.
Now is he next morning and we are heading for some school of dramatic arts, and I am personally heading for HP4 with my friend and to hang with him for the remainder of the day and going to popstarz tonight to dance.
CHEERIO! (CHERIOOOOOOS <-Elin)
Monday, November 14, 2005
I want to tell you guys a story, gay pride 2004:
It was a fantastic day, one of the most happiest days of my life, only shadowed by my sisters wedding. The parade had come to its final point and the show was ending with most of us on stage dancing infront of all the people that came to support us. My mom was in the crowd watching, smiling, maybe even doing a little jig when a woman comes to her and asks "is the angel yours?" (I was wearing an angel costume because I was amor... a part of this wedding/love theme we had) and my mom replied "yes", the woman tells her "you are very lucky, my son was gay, but he couldn't cope with it, he killed himself.."
When my mom told me about this, I felt so shocked... I want to cry when I think about it. What strikes me the most is his mom, I want to hug her. Just think about it, if he had only told her... maybe things wouldn't have turned out this way... now when he is dead she honors him by supporting him, well atleast his memory. It's like a rock on your heart thinking about this... I want to meet her and I want to tell her how wonderful she is..
How utterly alone he must have felt. So incredibly alone that he had to take to these mesures..
I hope he is happy wherever he is, and I hope she is also happy..
no words can really describe what you want to say to people who have experienced loss like this..
People... love is a strong power, most of the times its stronger the biggotry... dont leave the people that love you, even if you are afraid that they can't take you for who you are, if they love you they will learn.
~Haffi *without words*
It was a fantastic day, one of the most happiest days of my life, only shadowed by my sisters wedding. The parade had come to its final point and the show was ending with most of us on stage dancing infront of all the people that came to support us. My mom was in the crowd watching, smiling, maybe even doing a little jig when a woman comes to her and asks "is the angel yours?" (I was wearing an angel costume because I was amor... a part of this wedding/love theme we had) and my mom replied "yes", the woman tells her "you are very lucky, my son was gay, but he couldn't cope with it, he killed himself.."
When my mom told me about this, I felt so shocked... I want to cry when I think about it. What strikes me the most is his mom, I want to hug her. Just think about it, if he had only told her... maybe things wouldn't have turned out this way... now when he is dead she honors him by supporting him, well atleast his memory. It's like a rock on your heart thinking about this... I want to meet her and I want to tell her how wonderful she is..
How utterly alone he must have felt. So incredibly alone that he had to take to these mesures..
I hope he is happy wherever he is, and I hope she is also happy..
no words can really describe what you want to say to people who have experienced loss like this..
People... love is a strong power, most of the times its stronger the biggotry... dont leave the people that love you, even if you are afraid that they can't take you for who you are, if they love you they will learn.
~Haffi *without words*
Friday, November 11, 2005
I am going to set myself on fire...
this is a lie... I would never, burn wounds are weird that way, the body works in mysterious ways, if you burn yourself the body makes this little water ballon of skin where you are burned... like "hey thats hot and dry... WATOOOOOOR!"
Body and mind are linked... right? so I was wondering, you mind gets burned... what does it do? does it hose itself down with ice cold water, it make's sense. If a person gets "burned" intellectually she/he usually reciprocates in a cold heartless demenor... as a way of saying "I dont care what you just said"
One thing left, spirit/heart etc. it must aswel retaliate in some way? But I dont think if a heart gets burned it cools down... if anything it just burns more, a white-hot flame OR it shuts down, hibernates. People work in mysterious ways.
Wow, I'm watching this movie, in the time it takes this guy's girlfriend to shout "Monty" twice he gets out of the tub, dries himself, does his hair and gets dressed... quite baffling, I wish i could do that when I'm late for school and smell like a dead baboons rotten ass... and sweaty.
I hate this chair, I've spent the last week in this chair when I'm at home, and if I'm not at school I'm home. Alone, cold, bored, watching tv, making my mind mold. I hate being alone, not the kindof alone where a friend can come over and cheer me up (allthough it would make the evenings less boring) but the kind of alone where you can't feel closeness of another person, the warm flow of somebody who really cares and really loves AND likes you.
I'm tired, brain is pretty mushy right now, been watching tv for about 5 hours now... 200+ channels and not one program worth watching, waste of money if you ask me but then again it's not my money and they consider it money well spent on sport programs to watch golf. I wish I had alot of money, i'd spend it wisely. Now I know what you're thinking "HAH! Haffi spending money wisely, give me a break" but I think if I had ALOT of money I could spend it for classes, yoga, drama workshops, new clothes, paint for my walls, christmas presents for my family and friends. My theaory is that when you have little money ALL the time you will spend it for candy, videos, food, fast food, trinkets, coffee, tea... Don't get me wrong, if I had ALOT of money I would of course buy all those little things BUT I would also have new clothes and such. I would pay to get into a good school so I can have a happier life.
Ah, the rythm I had is going, you know what that meens when you start typing slower and dont know what to say, it usually meens that this post will end soon enough.
Too many people read this thing, so many things one can't vent.
friends
love
pressure
future
school
life
fun
work
family
me
health
body
soul
mind
energy is needed...
I tried to write a poem today, about nearly falling asleep in class, the first verse is allright... then it went downhill from there.
I haven't spoken to Tom for a long while, I wonder if he's mad at me or hurt because the last time we talked I was on a pretty big bummer and I just couldn't get into what he wanted to talk about. I was maybe a little overly harsh... I hope he's ok.
I figured out why you feel like you're falling when you look down from a cliff or a tall building, because when things are far away they look smaller, right? That's what happens, you look down and the base of the building/cliff/wall etc. looks more narrow than where you're standing ergo you feel like the base is kindof behind you rather than under you = it can't be stable so you fall.
I want this song... I can't recall what it's called. A big part of the lyrics or chorus is something like "thrash dot slash dot thrash dot com" or something.... do you know it?
I love you guys, even if you don't hear me say it enough, even if I don't call you, don't hang with you or don't see you alot, I do love you... but I can't change the way I am but rest assured that I probably treat every one in my life just the same way as I do you. I love you and I wish it was enough.
rule of thumbs you guys: Love! just love the people you do love, hug when you want to, smile at everybody you wish happiness and just smile when you read sappy stuff like this. I try to follow my own advice, allthough I must admit I have my bad days... but it gets easier. My experience is that when you do this good things come naturally.
Good night *lights out*
~Haffi
this is a lie... I would never, burn wounds are weird that way, the body works in mysterious ways, if you burn yourself the body makes this little water ballon of skin where you are burned... like "hey thats hot and dry... WATOOOOOOR!"
Body and mind are linked... right? so I was wondering, you mind gets burned... what does it do? does it hose itself down with ice cold water, it make's sense. If a person gets "burned" intellectually she/he usually reciprocates in a cold heartless demenor... as a way of saying "I dont care what you just said"
One thing left, spirit/heart etc. it must aswel retaliate in some way? But I dont think if a heart gets burned it cools down... if anything it just burns more, a white-hot flame OR it shuts down, hibernates. People work in mysterious ways.
Wow, I'm watching this movie, in the time it takes this guy's girlfriend to shout "Monty" twice he gets out of the tub, dries himself, does his hair and gets dressed... quite baffling, I wish i could do that when I'm late for school and smell like a dead baboons rotten ass... and sweaty.
I hate this chair, I've spent the last week in this chair when I'm at home, and if I'm not at school I'm home. Alone, cold, bored, watching tv, making my mind mold. I hate being alone, not the kindof alone where a friend can come over and cheer me up (allthough it would make the evenings less boring) but the kind of alone where you can't feel closeness of another person, the warm flow of somebody who really cares and really loves AND likes you.
I'm tired, brain is pretty mushy right now, been watching tv for about 5 hours now... 200+ channels and not one program worth watching, waste of money if you ask me but then again it's not my money and they consider it money well spent on sport programs to watch golf. I wish I had alot of money, i'd spend it wisely. Now I know what you're thinking "HAH! Haffi spending money wisely, give me a break" but I think if I had ALOT of money I could spend it for classes, yoga, drama workshops, new clothes, paint for my walls, christmas presents for my family and friends. My theaory is that when you have little money ALL the time you will spend it for candy, videos, food, fast food, trinkets, coffee, tea... Don't get me wrong, if I had ALOT of money I would of course buy all those little things BUT I would also have new clothes and such. I would pay to get into a good school so I can have a happier life.
Ah, the rythm I had is going, you know what that meens when you start typing slower and dont know what to say, it usually meens that this post will end soon enough.
Too many people read this thing, so many things one can't vent.
friends
love
pressure
future
school
life
fun
work
family
me
health
body
soul
mind
energy is needed...
I tried to write a poem today, about nearly falling asleep in class, the first verse is allright... then it went downhill from there.
I haven't spoken to Tom for a long while, I wonder if he's mad at me or hurt because the last time we talked I was on a pretty big bummer and I just couldn't get into what he wanted to talk about. I was maybe a little overly harsh... I hope he's ok.
I figured out why you feel like you're falling when you look down from a cliff or a tall building, because when things are far away they look smaller, right? That's what happens, you look down and the base of the building/cliff/wall etc. looks more narrow than where you're standing ergo you feel like the base is kindof behind you rather than under you = it can't be stable so you fall.
I want this song... I can't recall what it's called. A big part of the lyrics or chorus is something like "thrash dot slash dot thrash dot com" or something.... do you know it?
I love you guys, even if you don't hear me say it enough, even if I don't call you, don't hang with you or don't see you alot, I do love you... but I can't change the way I am but rest assured that I probably treat every one in my life just the same way as I do you. I love you and I wish it was enough.
rule of thumbs you guys: Love! just love the people you do love, hug when you want to, smile at everybody you wish happiness and just smile when you read sappy stuff like this. I try to follow my own advice, allthough I must admit I have my bad days... but it gets easier. My experience is that when you do this good things come naturally.
Good night *lights out*
~Haffi